Ok where do I start??? So much has happen and when I look back and see how God planned every move and ordered my every step I am in complete AWE!! I have experienced great joy and great pain over the last three years. In 2009 I had the pleasure of meeting and falling in love with my best friend and soul mate and after a few short months of dating we found out we were having a baby!!! My first pregnancy and I was soooo excited. I quickly told everyone the joy but really had some condemnation in my heart because we weren't married and living in two different places. However I was excited about the gift of life. Well that feeling quickly turned into distress and panic as after our first OB/GYN appt we found out we "miscarried" and was sent home. Two days later on July 4, After a misdiagnosis, internal bleeding, emergency surgery, and ruptured fallopian tube... I was devastated as I no longer was carrying life but defeat.
July 4, 2009 was not my independence day it was my DOOM's day. I began to dread and mourn the day. I hated to see pregnant woman hear about pregnancy or anything.
July 31, 2010 I married my wonderful supportive husband and we began our life together. We built our house together found a wonderful church home and really learned how to love and honor US.
I never got over the idea of not having a baby and the odd's seemed against me. I wasn't able to get pregnant right away and after "trying" for practically three years, I began to question the possibility. This is when I began my quest for a supernatural childbirth!!
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